Health- gutter
Between exhaustion and brain fog I am in an almost constant cranky daze these days... I can't think straight and have been having a very hard time following things and remembering what I am trying to do... *while doing it!*
I think that Jimmy Buffet had a great idea... I need some "Mental Floss"!
Believe it or not it is all I can do these days to try to get some writing done and post on FaceBook to remind people to vote for my entry in the Reader's Digest contest.
Pretty sure it is a combination of anemia and dehydration along with other deficiencies, but no matter the cause it is making my life move in slow motion while the world blazes by at a million miles an hour leaving me lost and so very behind.
I am snarky and snappy and just cannot seem to bust out of this funk... it does not mean that I am giving up on trying to raise awareness and it does not mean that I am giving up on myself or others. It simply means that I am struggling.
My FaceBook friends have probably noticed that I have become quieter and quieter and may be wondering if I am simply not paying attention anymore or not caring as much... but the truth is that I do still read their posts... about woes with family, battles with health and the constant struggle that is life with Digestive Tract Paralysis conditions... I read them and wish I could get the words to gather in a straight line in my head so I could make a post that might lift their spirits or offer comfort but often I am stumped after clicking to respond and just cannot get those words to come out of the tangle in my head.
My thoughts are rambling and disjointed... but my heart isn't and it is definitely with my friends and all that are battling daily with an Incurable Illness.
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