Health- drained
Once again I have spent the day asleep and only woke (or was awakened) so I could pull out my laptop in a hazy daze so I could try to gather my thoughts to post my daily blog.
It has been a rough day... (when awake)...
I am still painfully full from some soup that I ate at around noon... and it is 10:39 at night.
My mouth is dry as a desert, yet I am not thirsty and know that I cannot squeeze a single drop into my stomach, it already feels like a balloon about to pop with sharp pains stabbing at me out of the blue every once in a while to remind me of just how mad it is.
My eyes and throat sting and burn from the cloying smoke in the air from the large forest fire at the other end of the city. There are reports that the smoke can be smelled two states away now and I can believe it! I am in a constant asthma flare but using my inhaler only opens my lungs for more smoke to enter...
My muscles are twitching and quivering because my magnesium is low, but I cannot even think of drinking a Pediasure to try to get my levels up because I can't 'fit it in'... just the thought makes me nauseous.
Yes, I am in full whine mode today... I am cranky, achy, bloated and frustrated. I am a two year old who is over-stimulated and needs a nap but finds herself in the middle of a store instead throwing herself on the floor in a temper tantrum because I am having trouble processing everything in my exhausted state.
Give me my 'woobie' and my bed so I can sleep and promise me that when I wake at least one thing will be better or I will hold my breath until I turn blue!
Yep, my body is in serious need of a 'time out'!
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