Sunday, October 9, 2011

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Mood- down down down
Health- gutter


My stomach has gone on complete strike... tried to drink some coffee (usually helps a little to perk it up a little) and is sitting here with coffee in my throat... I can actually feel it sitting there hot and acidic and I am afraid to even bend over because I know it will pour back into my mouth.

I hate this disease!

Add to this that my period has decided not to show up... no, I am not pregnant... but my ovarian cyst has been extremely painful for about 6 weeks now and it takes so little to cause very sharp pains in that area.  Something as simple as a deep breath will make me yelp in pain.  I am wondering if it has had another growth spurt and is adding to the emptying delay...

Who knows... because I have no access to a Dr to have anything checked out.

Going to an ER would be a complete waste of time... they would make sure I am not going to drop dead on the property and release me telling me to follow up with a Dr, which I can't do.

What I would not give to be knocked out for just a day or two and let my body rest...

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